Wednesday, June 16, 2004
dunno what e crap am i doing online.. blardy pissed with myself.. why e hell am i wasting time here?? crap.. i'm so behind yet i'm not doing anything.. i'm running away.. dun want that whole O'level shit to start all over again..everytime i start on sth i'll realise that therez so much i dunno i just wanna give up totally..i hate it and i hate myself..why?why haf i became so slack?? why does everything go wrong all at once?.. why must it all go against me at the same time??
time... time is running fast away. everything is happening so quickly.. sometimes things really aren't that simple anymore... why is everything so fake..why is the world so fake..why must evething so wrong happen.. i miss e days when none of these happened.. when everything was so easy.. so carefree..oh wells.. nothing seems right anymore.. nothing will be anyways.. feels like everythings tumbling down..cant take it anymore..
SHUts at 15:21
