Thursday, December 23, 2004
there's so much to do but there's so little time. there's so much left unsaid but it's already too late. there's so many things happening yet there's so little i can do. is this what they call helplessness? or am i just useless. i feel so guilty everytime i see the world turn against u. yet i too turn against u.. i'm angry with what's happening n with u. but i hate myself for being angry.. i hate myself for not being able to help. i hate myself because i know how u feel yet i can't do anything about it. i hate myself for bringing in more trouble when it's already so complicated. n i'm frustrated that things r still being kept from me. is this how it's gonna be? r we all gonna pretend that it never happened? i hate all the lies. i hate everything that's making us all hurt so much.. i hate myself.
SHUts at 15:32
