Tuesday, February 15, 2005
i had e worst night ever yesterday.. everything sudd went wrong n it all happened at e same time.. n im starting to hate my self for avoiding things. maybe someday i'll just have some crappy emotional outburst n freak everyone out. maybe i won't. maybe i'll just be alone. maybe i'll just keep feeling so helpless. maybe i'll feel lonely. i dunno wads wrong with me. free me. wanna shut off from everything. fuck.
SHUts at 09:52
