Monday, April 18, 2005
i dunno how to say this but sudd im really sick of everything.. like not here not there.. dun wanna go to school, dun wanna be at home. im not aiming this at anyone.. but i really dun wanna see anyone. woke up this morning with a feeling ive never felt before in all my jc life.. i dreaded waking up. i dreaded having to face things. n i dreaded e fact that i cant avoid it and tt i still have to make my way to sch. i dunno but it feels wierd. sudd dun feel like mugging anymore. dun feel like hanging out anymore. like there's no purpose in everything u know what i mean? dun feel like doing anything.. i just want time to end here. i dun even know why im blogging. urgh.
SHUts at 11:31