Tuesday, May 31, 2005
my life's really boring. maybe i should bi guan xiu lian. as my tuition teacher says. n mug all e way thru. nope. then ill have no life. wad a boring mugger. bleah. at least training's keeping me a little less bored. n im desperate to meet up with my darlings fr all my cliques!! do u all hear me! i wanna meet! soon! hahas.. esp with aunty woo, ah ma su, leens, geks, jos, vene, stella, yuenmei, shijia, jiahui, wens, ruo(okies i see u alot..ha), weiz, xun, jess, val, ser, ethel, blahblahblah.. n 04s25! r u guys doing anything???dun bi guan xiu lian for too long.. e sun is bright n shining everyday..sunset bay's waiting for us.. hahas.. n 05s25 too..okies.. more like..lindy,ck,caiping,chris,sulin,ash,eunice,shir..wadzzup pple?? hahas okies.. i think that i think im too free..hahahs.. but nope i must biguanxiulian. ok im insane.
Scars
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
u know what.. i love this song.. im feeling damn vengeful and i think this song's really real.. somehow..
SHUts at 21:27