Sunday, August 28, 2005
sometimes i don't understand people. sometimes i don't understand myself. most of e time, i don't understand e things i do. i don't understand what i want out of it. i dunno why i actually even thought of doing certain things. yeah and then sometimes i dun understand e things pple do. how they actually do such stuff. or sometimes why they even bother with something so insignificant. and then i get angry with myself. i get angry with e pple ard me. and i dun act like myself. and i dunno why i do that. i dunno why pple do that.
i ask why and nothing's answered. i wait for an answer and the wait's for eternity. i do what i think is right and it often ends up wrong. i dun do what i feel is wrong and then i realise tt that's e best way to do sth.
and then there will be times when i do sth and then i dunno how to continue fr it.. then i'll wonder why i even started on it in e first place. there are also times when i wished sth didn't happen as badly as i wished it did happen. there r times when ive decided not to say certain things and i say it in e end anyway. then there r times when ive planned my speech but ill just not say it out and let e opportunity slip. i dun understand a single thing. i dun understand this world im living in. but im still living in it.. nonetheless.
SHUts at 15:42