Friday, October 28, 2005
okies.. so i had four job interview yesterday.. n i din turn up for a single one.. lol.. i freaked out.. n i realised that my hols time is too uncertain to take up jobs.. so i shant.. hahas.. for now that is.. n i think that i MIGHT be going overseas.. yay! hahas.. n i MIGHT be backpacking.. but it's all not confirmed.. hahas..
anws.. i just have to annouunce that im a free soul and i am no longer bothered by everything that has happened or is happening! yay! I'm free.. n it's like paradise. im loving it totally. even if it was just for awhile.. it's still good. don't say that im running away from reality. i'll free myself for eternity. even if im not given a chance to be freed.
u know sometimes it's good to abandon( or abundant.. as fann wong pronounces it..) all thoughts.. n free urself for a moment. don't think too far. don't look too deep into things. allow yourself to breathe in and just enjoy the moment. live with each moment as it passes. don't worry about anythingat all. just bear in mind that whatever comes ur way isn't an obstacle.. but an aid in life that makes you stronger at the end of the day. to me, what is meant is to be is meant to be. if i have to die this very minute, then so be it.
I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun *josh groban. remember.*
SHUts at 20:29