Sunday, May 07, 2006
right so these few days were all about politics and politics non stop. and yeah the results are out.. and i'm really amazed at the speed the newspapers print stuff.. like PM lee just made a speech at 2 am this morning after all the results were announced and they actually managed to print out everything and send the paper to every household! right kudos to them.. haha so basically i think being a journalist is pretty tough.. despite their exciting worklife and stuff.. i dun think i can take it.
so anw i was out having a bbq with s25ers! yay meeting up is always good. haha and since we're all too young to vote we all chose to spend the public holiday more wisely.. yeah but it's kinda sad tho to know that how everyone's moving on pretty soon.. like so many people's going overseas to study.. everyone's going to be like all around the globe.. yeap and then as we move on we kinda change our lifestyle to adapt to the new environment we're brought into. or more like.. the environment we brought ourselves into. much is lost after each stage. like when we move on from one school to the next, we kinda change our lifestyles, our attitudes and everything else at least a little bit. yeah and even though people always claim that they'll never change, you never really know if they will do you? in fact you won't even know if you yourself will change.
and so we all know that nothing can last forever. every single moment, everyone is going to pass you by without you even noticing it. and so we're all pretty much alone. but then again to know that everything will past by would mean that the unpleasant stuff would go by too. so i guess life is all about how you control it. everyone is entitled to choosing how they want to live their life. of course we cannot choose the family we're born into, or how we're going to be brought up. but above all of these, it really is a choice of our own. nothing is certain. it's all our choice really. nothing comes easy i believe. some people get lucky that i believe too. but besides all those things, everything else is really how we choose to live our life. how we choose to make the best out of it.
so what i'm trying to say is, every moment we spend cannot actually be defined as whether we've wasted it or not. it's relative. say now i'm a student. i am supposed to be studying so that i'll get results. but if i lie around doing nothing. you cannot exactly classify it as me being lazy. because it is after all my choice. how i choose to do things is a choice i've made which will decide the path with which i'm going to in the future. and if i mug non stop all day, it is also a choice i've made. it might make me successful if i want to. it might not. so basically, the important thing is to enjoy the choice you made, and the thing you've chosen to do every single moment.
yeah okay i think i've just crapped a lot..haha right gotta go bathe.. then i'm going to socialise with my uber cute niece. yeap i miss her so much! havent seen her in a week.=)
SHUts at 16:35