Friday, February 18, 2005
stop talking because u don't know how many pple ur hurting. u already know what's going on. so stop acting like u don't. stop avoiding things. stop acting so happy because u don't deserve to. stop pretending to care.
i don't know what to do. i have nothing to say. i don't know how i should feel. anger? pain? or should i hate? i pity. then i hate. then i soften n pity again. im insensitive. indecisive. i hate going back. i dread going back. i love shutting myself up. or so because that's e only thing i can do. n i hate it. yeah that's me. hate me. pretend that i dun exist. this is screwed.
SHUts at 10:42
