Friday, September 02, 2005
ponned sch today..but still wore my sch u.. hahas.. n left home saying that i went to sch.. aint i a bad girl.. i think i am. but anws i did go to sch. i just didnt step in.. hahas.. i just loitered ard e rubbish dump gate to pass my friend some stuff.. how lame rite.. then i walked to marine parade lib.. nice morning excercise.. my habits r getting wierder..hahas. but anws.. i met up with my darlings vene and stella today!hahas.. but stupid weather was so crappy.. we cuddin really walk in e open.. hahas.. but we catched up quite a bit.. n it was good!! hahas yeah n im starting to feel myself missing pple.. i hate this kinda feeling..but oh wells.. but anws i went bowling yesterday!! been a long time since i did.. n i tot i would never ever bowl agn.. aft my horrific pass experiences.. hahas.. n i just maluated myself again yesterday.. i shant comment any furthur.. but tsk.. chris u really should stop suaning me.. at least lindy was supportive.. and ck and caiping were still quite nice.. while eunice and ash were almost equally bad.. so their forgiven for laughing at me.. hahas yeah.. anws odds xh esta and anu r my mugging motivators! hahas.. yeah.. thanks girls.. i love e mug bugs.. hahas.. kkies next week is gonna be so sad and boring for me.. oh wells..
WHY?????? why aren't my questions answered. why dun i understand anything anymore.. why????? i feel like shit. i really do. n im losing it. but ill wait. i'll wait if u ask me to. ill wait for just one more moment. and then ill let go. and dun ask me to turn back. cuz if we lose it all im not gonna look back and let it get onto me again. im tired. u know this isnt easy so set me free.
SHUts at 20:14