Sunday, January 09, 2005
kkies.. think im like influenced by eetse or sth cuz im starting to take notice of my horoscope on lifestyle everyweek now.. e first thing i did when i flipped e papers just now was to go read my horoscope.. hahas.. yeah apparently.. e newspaper says that "Your optimism and self-confidence might set off a chain of unexpected events this week. Emotional outbursts, confessions and confusion over someone's behavior may throw you off". Urgh.. whatever this means.. it doesnt sound good. But wells.. i've never believed in these stuff anyway.. cuz even when they come true, i cannot remember reading about it anymore.. yup.. but it's quite interesting to read it i guess.. but wells.. we cant expect a whole bunch of pple who shares their bday within this period of time to share e same fate as well rite.. i dunno...
sudd realise that when something bad happens, everything else bad comes along to.. it never stops. instead, things just keeps going down.. it's like e bottom is endless.. my life is getting more screwed each day. My family, e pple around me, e things that i do and say, it's all getting so wrong. Everything wrong just snowballs.. nothing i do can ever make it right. n things r getting more obvious each day. what happened to those days? e days when i knew that when something went wrong, i din have to care, i din have to bother. All i had to do was to sit and smile, knowing that the next day would be a better day. now i can only sit and cry. i've long surpassed helplessness. I'ts something worse. I dunno.. bleahs.
im sorry pple for making u guys read such crappy entries.. i just dunno what to do with everything so wrong. yup. im sorry for everything.
SHUts at 10:43