Saturday, September 10, 2005
all that u've done. i'm not amused. not at all. i've tried so hard to not bother. to not get involved. and u had to make me argue with u. r u trying to make me hate you too? i don't want to. i wanna know u as the one whu would always listen and understand. n i wanna know u just as the person who carried me in ur arms from the day i was born all ready to protect me.
i wanna shut out everything else that u've done. everything that u've done to hurt the people i love. everything u've done to make things so different. but i can't. and u seem totally foreign now. i dun understand the things u do anymore. but im still trying to believe that ur not that bad. im still clinging on to that little bit of faith i have in u. but it's slipping away. n i don't know what to do. i cried in ur arms the day i was born. exactly 18 years from that day, u made me cry.
SHUts at 20:24