Saturday, January 15, 2005
just wanna say that im sorry to everyone for making you worry. Too many things have been happening. E past few days just werent too good for me. N i got so emotional because it's too sudden.. n i've always been pampered since young and i'm really not prepared for such sudden independence. N e twist in things r just so uncalled for. Sometimes i question myself as to why this is happening to me. why it's so unfair. But i realised that if i look on e brighter side of things.. there r many more around me who r less fortunate. N i should be glad that i still have my dear friends who'll always be there for me (thanks). Perhaps all things happen for a reason.. perhaps this is a lesson to me for not treasuring what i used to have.. n now that i've lost it.. i'll treasure other things i have more. N perhaps this is all but a test for me.. to grow stronger i guess. N i realised that if i pull through n make the best out of the situation, it'll prob just turn out to be a blessing in disguise. So I just wanna tell everyone who cares that i'll be fine.. i just need a little bit more time. Yup just stay with me k..i promise i wun let anyone down..
SHUts at 10:11